O.K. Fine
From: Forgive Us Our Happiness
O.K. Fine
Forgive us our happiness, forgive us
our wacky haircuts, the way we thirst for success
as TV evangelists and high school typing teachers,
letting the crow go silent for want of attention
to his dreary mystery, turning our backs to the sea
repeating unweariedly its one empty gesture.
Forgive us the way we inherited this hallowed ground
and set up a shop along the border, avoiding
the dank interior, the way we labor
instructing each other on proper storage
of household combustibles, swapping thoughts
on butter substitutes, wrench sets, sealants,
bleach-based smudge removers—all things solid
by which we’re comforted, the way we talk and talk and guard
our hearts, our pure and idiot middle, believing
life is a gift to earn by not letting on
our desire for it. This is O.K. This is fine.
We’re plenty astonished. Summer’s come, shuffling in
like a laid-off textile worker. Radio towers
rise like pines through the mist behind
the convenience store. Its white sign
stutters on as dawn arrives, tipping
its lavender hat, settling a light on each pelican
lawn ornament and pink concrete garden frog.
There’s always something. The frocked bishop wiggling, relieving
an itch. A doll’s arm gnawed by a dog at the edge
of the park. A wig in the road. We’re plenty astonished.